DOWN

Hi people

Whaddup?!
Today i've a lot things to spill out
Bcs there's nobody understand my feelings
It really hurts me i swear :(

Lately ni tetiba perasaan cemburu ni muncul
Bila aku tengok dia lagi care dgn officemate yg lain
Aku jadi cemburu teruk but why?
Padahal aku yg pilih utk ignore dia
Ktorg pun takde declare apa2 and dia pun takde perasaan dkt aku
Kenapa mesti cemburu? Omg this is not funny tho

I try to hide this feelings on my face
Serious aku tak boleh nak sorok rasa cemburu ni
When i saw them together aku mesti tarik muka
This feelings really killed me inside sobs

Sometimes aku rasa nak berhenti kerja
Banyak sebab aku nak berhenti kerja
This feelings is one of the reason aku nak resigned
Everything dekat ofis tu aku rasa suck habis

Things become complicated when i can't make it simple
Babe i really down with all of this
Everything really hurt me inside :'(

JUST MY TWO CENTS

Hello gaisssss!

Dah lama rasanya tak update
Rindu jugaklah nak bebel dekat sini
But i'm super duper busy so yeah let's start merepek!

Since i'm busy working, i've no time nak fikir pasal study
Rasa nak sambung master tp tak tahu bila
Sbb aku takut tak pandai manage masa
Dgn keadaan company yg serabut bagai tu

To be honest aku rasa mcm nak keluar dari company tu
Everything happens too fast and unexpected
The prob is bukan masalah org keliling
It just me yg tak boleh nak terima keadaan dekat situ

Idk i just luahkan apa yg terpendam
Nak cari kerja lain macam syg
Yela it not easy nowadays nak cari kerja
By hook or by crook I've to stay lah kan

I hope people who read this entry can pray for me
I hope i can met the answer for all my problems
La tahzan Atiqah!

FAKE HOPES :(

Hello bloggers!

Aku rasa aku dah penat pendam sorang2
Aku rasa kalini aku jumpa orang yg salah lagi
Sakit kalini lain macam sbb tipu aku hidup2
Serious sedih kalini teruk

Aku rasa aku ni tak layak utk rasa cinta
I mean cinta dari seorang lelaki gitu
Kawan kawan aku semua dah bahagia
Aku jugak yang takde siapa siapa lagi

Tipulah aku ckp aku taknak bahagia mcm dorg jugak
Tp tulah aku asyik jumpa org yg salah je
Kalini satu ofis pulak lagi payah aku nak move on
Ikut hati aku rasa mcm nak blah dari ofis tu

Mungkin dia hanya sekadar persinggahan je
Tp kenapa perlu tipu aku hidup2 
Kenapa tak mengaku je yg dia dah ada gf?
At least aku takde lah rasa sakit sangat

He gave me a fake hopes
It hurts me a lot i swear
I think we can't be a friends
Enough is enough i'm so tired with all this bullshit

Thanks for giving me a fake hopes
Thanks for makes me sad and disappointed
You really give me a hard time :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Happy Birthday to me! Yayyyyyy
So skrg dah 25 tahun babe wow
Dah boleh kahwin dah tapi tak nampak bayang jodoh lg sobs
Takpe tenang je have faith with Him

So this year was my 1st time celebrate bday
I mean celebrate with my officemate
Terharu babe dgn kakak kakak i dekat ofis tu
I am so blessed have them in my life

Every year mesti aku berharap this guy will wish to me
Tapi harapan jela sbb dia takkan tegur aku dah
Hmmm takpe lah mmg dah takdir

So jom tengok gambar gambar masa bday aku
Wehuuuuu

IJAT & DEKWAN KAHWIN

Hello bloggers!

This entry i think maybe sangat meaningful for me
Guess what? Its my girlfriend married!
Tipulah tak sedih bila kawan rapat dah kahwin
But at the same time i feel so happy for her

Before Ijat kahwin ni banyak betul dugaan
Masa study dulu aku lah selalu ada dengar masalah dia
Aku nampak semua benda yang jadi dekat dia
Susah senang sama sama dengan dia

Ijat ni org yg aku kena jaga dia bebetul
Dan ijat ni mmg fav girlfriend aku
Aku rasa dia lagi mcm budak2 dari aku lah haha
Mmg banyaklah kenangan masa study dulu

Tp since dah kerja ni aku mcm tkde masa utk dia
And aku takde dgn dia untuk protect dari org kacau dia
Agak kesal sikitlah sbb tak spend time dgn dia bebetul
But its okay finally dia fight jugak segala dugaan hidup

So Selamat Pengantin Baru Ijat & Dekwan
Korang memang kawan yang baik sangat
Aku akan sentiasa doakan utk kebahagiaan korg
Klu korg ada masalah settle kan dgn baik
Jangan pendam takut boleh bawak gaduh

Walaupun kkgeng tak lengkap masa wedding kau
Aku dgn hazirah selalu ada untuk kau
Love you mel muahhh

#iwantijatanddekwanjunior

IT HAPPEN AGAIN!

Whaddup gaisssss!

Dah lama betul tak update blog ni kan

Haha so how are you doing? Everything is good?

Actually ada banyak benda nak story dekat sini

Tapi tak sempat biasalah org bekerjaya haha (Acah)

The main topic yg aku nak story ni mungkin benda biasa kot

Aaaaa aku rasa benda ni selalu memalukan diri sendiri tau

Takde lah selalu mana pun haha (Acah lagi :p)

The story start mcmni i crush dekat officemate ni

Then i keep sorang2 kot benda ni

Sampailah satu hari dorg dok gosipkan aku dgn guy ni

Memula aku layankan je drama dorang ni (Normal lah kan)

Then lama lama aku mcm start fall in love with him

Maigoddddd benda yg aku punyalah nak elak

It happen again! Wehhh i swear idk how to avoid this issue

Tiap kali aku tak nampak dia dekat ofis, aku jadi rindu

Perasaan ni makin lama makin gila tau but i try to control lah

One day tu start from he asking me 'Tengah kecewa ke?'

Start tu everything jadi sekelip mata at last aku confess ke dia

Babe you know what? Aku segan gila level infinity lah weh

You never know how i feel until benda ni jadi dekat kau sendiri

Aku tak tipu babe aku rasa segan gila sampai nak demam

Punyalah fikir mcm mana nak avoid dari dia dekat ofis tu

Tp dia ni tenang gila. After aku confess tu dia buat biasa je

So aku make an assumption that he didnt care my feeling at all

Maybe dia dah berpunya kot sbb tu dia tenang je

So start from there aku rasa aku dah boleh buang segala hope tu

Tragis kan kisah aku ni? Haha tp aku gagahkan hati jugaklah

Sakit sikitlah sbb everything jadi mcm awkward babe

Rasa mcm nak move on je tapi bukan bermakna give up

Cuma nak avoid from aku jadi lagi sakit

Sbb aku taknak ruin our friendship so i decide to act mcm biasa

Susah sebenarnya sbb satu ofis kan tp i try my best

Cumanya satu jela i will keep waiting him

But at the same time aku akan kurangkan mengharap tu

Yela benda tak pasti ni elok behave and tak rushing

Watlek watcool watpeace yo!

CONVOCATION

Hello my fav listener!

Peh rasa dah lama gila ni tak update blog ni
I'm so sorry blogger I'm busy chasing my future
Actually banyak benda nak luahkan tapi tak terluah
Macam2 jadi dalam hidup aku skrg
But I can faced it dengan tenang

So baru baru ni my graduation day finally happening
Well i just can't believe that i'm a degree holder
I am so proud with myself
And i'm so happy can met again with my friends

Even ktorg banyak salah faham & bergaduh
But still ktorg stay in our friendship
Dan yang selalu bergaduh tu aku lah! Haha (I admit it :p)

I am so sorry my friend bcs i keep hurting you
Sometimes i forgot that everyone have to faced their own problem
And i should understand their situation and give a support to them
I am sorry again my friends...

So here i attach uols with all the beautiful photo preconvo hihi
Congratsssss my friends! We did it! 

Tak lupa jugak penat lelah aku ni untuk family jugak
Thank you umi abah for keep support me

AWAN

Tiap kali aku naik flight
Aku suka termenung tengok awan
Alangkah seronoknya awan tu berarak
Macam manalah dunia atas awan

Tiap kali aku keluar rumah
Aku suka tengok awan sambil termenung
Saat aku melihat awan
Mesti kapal terbang lalu dengan bunyi enjin yg kuat

Tiap kali aku tengok kapal terbang
Aku mesti ingat dekat kau
Dan aku mesti akan tekad untuk travel
Travel boleh buat aku happy dgn sendiri
Dan aku mesti akan lupa segala masalah aku

Betapa tenangnya awan
Sampai aku jatuh cinta dekat awan

SANAH HELWAH KIN :)

23 April! Sanah Helwah Kikin :*

Hmmm Kak tqah sorry sebab lupa bday Kin

Kak tqah jenis malu nak wish depan2

The only way i express my feeling is writing

Hehe

Thanks for always stay beside me

Thanks for always have for me when i need someone to talk

Thanks for being my favourite driver :p (I owe you this one)

And thanks for accepting who I am

Stay pretty kin

Stay strong with all the matters

I wish you all the best for your future

Loveyouuuuuu Kin :*

LAST EFFORT

Hello bloggers :)

Today 18 April, Birthday crush classmate i
Siapa lagi kalau bukan SJ kan

I wish i can celebrate his birthday
Tapi aku tengok dia busy dan tak boleh meet up
End up aku pos je hadiah birthday and souvenir tu

Actually that is my last effort on him
I just need to see his responds 
Based on his word on ws, i understand everything
He just anggap aku kawan rapat dia

Small matter for me and not a big deal
I try to fight things i really want it
So i fight it and i put my last effort
When i get the answer, then i'm really done

Macam confess perasaan pulak ni haha
Tapi aku rasa puas bila dapat jawapan tu
But its okay for me to care about you from far
I just want to see you happy with your life
Enough for me

So Sanah Helwah SJ
Thanks for being my 1st crush dekat unikl
I never forget the day i crush on you
For me it so beautiful moment

I hope all your dreams will become true
I always pray for your happiness and success
If you need someone to talk, i will always here for you
We still friends and i always watch you from far

Thanks Allah for introduce him in my life
Thanks sebab bg pinjam sekejap perasaan fall in love ni
I'm so happy for knowing him
I'm so happy because i get a chance to stay beside him

You always be a part of my life, SJ :)

HI KOREA :)

Hi bloggers!

Macam dah lama tak update blog ni
Padahal bukan busy mana pun
Busy dok layan cerita Korea je

Dah alang-alang layan cerita Korea
Aku pun apa lagi, pi vacation ke Korea
Wuhuuuuu tak percaya? Percaya lah....

Seronok weh merantau ke negara orang
Satu pengalaman yang aku takkan lupakan
Bila jadi seorang traveller ni, banyak pengalaman dapat
Banyak sebenarnya nak cerita, tapi malas nak taip panjang2

After balik Korea tu, aku punya nak travel tempat lain tu membuak2
Tapi yang jadi kekangan skrg duit lah
Sebab apa? Sebab aku tak kerja hihi
Jadi kena hold dulu utk next trip

Bagi aku Korea is a safe place utk kau travel
Orang kat sana semua baik baik dan suka tolong
Kat sana setiap hari aku pemandangan indah je
Mana tak indahnya, cuci mata tengok mat Korea
Handsome weh serious tak tipu tp tu lah makan pork pulak. K

Makanan kat sana takyah cakaplah sedap weh
Tapi kena pandai tengoklah kot dia bercampur dgn pork
Aku rasa pi sana seminggu tak cukup. Serious!
Sbb banyak tempat yang korg kena lawat kat sana

Bila jumpa orang Malaysia kat sana, rasa mcm dah lama kenal
Jumpa org kita kat sana kemain huhu haha sesama
Sesat sesama, pastu bersatu hati terus jadi geng
Tapi puas hati gila dan rasa tak puas
Takpe satu hari nanti InsyaAllah boleh pegi lg

I'M LOST

I dont have any idea what really happen to me

I cant identify myself. Im lost

Sometimes I need someone to talk

But i dont know who should i talk with

Im giving up with everything actually

SHORT VACAY

Last two weeks, i make my own short vacation
Haha acah acah backpack alone babe
Not bad my short vacay everything going smoothly

1st trip i go to the Malacca 
Macam biasa if i go to Malacca, i met Kak ira
My senior and now she study at USM
So at that time dia cuti sem
Jadi i amik peluang ni jumpa dia, pillow talk with her
Plus i love coconut hunting at Malacca! (Yummy)

Then i go to Johor! My kampung babe
But i didn't go to my kampung lah i go met my friends
Macam biasa if i go to Johor, i will go to Unikl Mitec
So i take this chances lepak dengan dorang semua

So the last trip and the main trip actually is Terengganu!
My junior kahwin and she wanted us to be her bridesmaid
Seronok gak jadi bridesmaid. Hihi
Congrats and Selamat Pengantin Baru Ira
Im happy seeing you happy with your husband :)